I FEEL SO FREE COS HOLS ARE HERE.
but not so happy..sigh~
the days that i feel stressed over studies i sthe days tt i feel so happy.
we smsed every nite. talked everyday. walk home together.
i missed it. wen are you giving it back?
but now wen the hols are here.i feel so free. mum let me go out everyday.
dun need to study.
duno why my sis dun make me feel tht she's cute animore
she seems more and more irritatimg each day.
like she wants attention or sumthing.
oh..back to just now.
now i feel so damm free but he stopped coming down
he stopped smsing tht much.
he dun talk
but today wen i was in sentosa.
i tried my luck.
i smsed him
past few weeks he told my fren tht his hp is confiscated by teacher
my STUPID fren go ask him why he never reply my msgs
wah lao.
he must be thinking tt i go ask my fren ask him. so insecure.
hais.i hope he didn't think tt
i sent him 2 smses the past few weeks
erm..i said 'heys!finally got my hp back.dun see you ard so often.you dun come
down animore ' haiya..sumthing lyk tt laa.
i sent it 2 times
den tt time his hp with the teacher.
but today as i said.i tried my luck
i sent ' have your hols started?'
he replied ya..
then we chat for awhile
then i ended lyk erm..okie.hope to see you ard.msg me later if you want.
then he say..k..bye
then i said take care
then he said you too
so i waited ..waited..he never msg me..++sob++
so i sent him again at ard..8 plus..ask him he got play bb again not.
oya.he told me tt he dun come down so often cos he play bb nowadays to lose weight cos he fat. crazy!! he not even fat lor.pls.
den now still waiting for his reply.hais.dun think he will reply me
i think he think tt im lyk a irritant.
keep buzzing ard him.
wahahaxx.
he so bad.
get back his hp never tell me.
lol.
he never tell anione aniways.
he was so nice and sweet.
duno he avoiding me or wad lor
*deepest sigh*
how!?!?!
ok.the story ends here of why im not feeling happy

today went to sentosa with pamy and xue er!
and so much fun
i was the lastest
pai seh
den we went to parmarcy or sumthing to get pamy her sun protection
i brought my protective tanning oil
its to tann
not to block
yupp..den we proceed to wait for the bus
we missed the bus
but the next one came faster den we thot
lucky us manx.
den we reached and we 7-11 to but food
after we set up the mat
xue er brought
cool mat she got
then we sat and eat
after eating we rest
den we lie with our sb and tan our front
pamy wore her bra.cool bra she got like bikini. but she really got good figure..oh ya..she got waxy skin too.
then we tan
den play water...
play water...for quite long.
den we tan our back
den play water again
den we went home
we spend lyk 6 hrs there can..i think.
not sure laa
den we wanted to eat saika sushi.
we lied to the person tt we are 12 yrs.
so we could get the buffet lunch at $9.90.
but we're 13.
the person didn't believe
he ask us for our ezlink
we say we sit taxi never bring
he was lyk...'erm..sorry.its my job...blar!!'
we were lyk FORGET IT THEN
wahahaxx
stingy old folk!!
then we ended up in yoshi.
walked and shopped in harbour front.
as so much fun can
pamy and xue er are now my jies..wahahaxxx.
had a fun day.okie wana catch my show le

later

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