Sorry for not trusting you enough.

Whenever Im alone in the room at night,
The images of you would flash through my sight.
Hard I may try not to think,
That you might just be treating me as a fling.
Im sorry, for maybe just not trusting you enough.

That very night I would never forget,
You made me wish so much that we would be flying on that magic mat.
Those quick glances I get from you would never be erased,
So dont even think about getting it replaced.
But to think again, Baby, maybe Im just not good enough.

You should know I love you more than anything,
It would last as long as anything could bring.
But somehow the security you give is on and off,
Sometimes I dont know whether I should be soft.
Baby, Im sorry but I just think I dont trust you enough.

I tend to message with unclear mind to you,
Why is it just to you, you make me feel like a fool.
Is it only to me you say those words or maybe to you it seems like burps.
Silently ,though, I ll still be wishing you were the one with me watching the birds.
But Im sorry, sorry for not trusting you enough.

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crap la.i dont even feel like blogging.
i'll never tell you how i feel.right now.
its like.
feels like crap.

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