Its 08 now.

Theres so many things I want to say.
And it seem so hard to come out.

Hence, I'll start in a very random way.

Yong tau foo, reminds me of many things..
And I've been cooking it these days.
For my aunts and uncles.
But i did, for others previously too.
Ahwell.

2007, it was a splendid year.
i wont exclude the end i guess.
it made me realise a lott.
not only about people, but things.
overall more of a <3
but. alil of. that sign, with a / in btw.

towards the end, i also got to know more new ppl.
and it made me open my eyes, to see the things ard me.
thats partly why i wont say the end is all bad though it was slightly screwed.

well, it passed really fast.
since we all had Os that year.
teachers rushing us, time competing with us, parents spurring us.
friends encouraging with texts and hugs.
wow, now. its finally done.

Although its a new year, it doesnt necessarily mean a new start.
Its just like any other ordinary day, week, month, year.
its just something someone from stoneage or before that created this year guide to let people gauge how far they've gone, how much they're grown and how much time have passed.

in 2007, all my friends, they've been with me.
esp the close ones, Jubina, Grace, Melinda, Pamela, Wei wen, Wan chung, Xue er, Hui fang, Birdie, Sihui, Jin hua.
all the conflicts, stressed ups, laughters, we've been through it.
looking how much we've all grown, it just brings a smile to my face.
although we might be taking different paths this year, but the footprints we left on each other hearts will never be washed away.

Jubina.
You never fail to brighten up my day, when even im pondering abt something you'll crack me up with something funny.
and i always end up laughing, no matter how down i may be.
My poot, forever that caring.
i rmbed us going to town to find a gift and i was having fever.
you didnt allow me to carry any plastic bags, you asked me to sit in the mrt and constantly asking if im okay.
i really felt like youre some lao da.
Haha, like what grace said.
Really, a friend i wont want to lose.

Grace.
We've been through so much.
My stublio.
from beginning of the year till now.
and i'll never forget those times we were partners, how i dug your armpit each time i catch you off guard.
omg.
haha, how you love to suan me.
saying im so messy and everything.
i still have that small note you wrote and hid in my wallet.
you wrote during eng lesson.
lol, its been fun.
and dont worry abt results next year, you'll do just fine. (:

Melinda.
my crush!
Haha, youre one thats always hearing me out.
never fail to encourage others on.
and one that lovesss to play.
the small kid in you.
Youre one of my closest, we'll update each other constantly and you'll always be the first to know if youre with me and if im down.
you'll put your arms ard me and say " cheer up! "
or sometimes whisper adorably.
you also wished me happy bday this year the most number of times.
Lol. Mel, block catching soon!

Pamela.
The one thats the craziest and someone i love going high with.
always known with me to be the noiset and the worse off monitress for anything.
haha, be in from art to geog.
there to hear me out, also one of my cloest.
you know almost everything and even as you said, somethings no one in the world does.
always there to help all your friends ard you out.
and one fool for christ.
whereve you been this hols, all the overseas trips, you ah. we miss you!

Wei wen.
The one that once said you wanted to be a nun with me.
hence, nun partner.
my chruch mate too!
you never fail to each verses or say something really lame and then zibi yourself.
those teachers nagging at you to keep your legs closed in class, all their words. are in vain.
cause you never change.
haha, your bird hole, i still rmb.
always so heck care, ride bike also can fall till like that.
but thank God it did not leave any deep scar on your face. (:
youve got to take goody care of yourself man!

Wan chung!
my Conscience.
the one that is the LAMEST.
the whole clique would know.
haha, always there standing by me too.
never fail to ask me to cheer up if theres anything and always there to help.
you even gave all of us that ikea mat with personal notes on.
and used a thread to make our names.
gosh, we'll never lose that.
i can never sit beside you in class cause i cant concentrate.
your lame crapsticks really make me mad.
haha.
and im so glad we're seeing you soon on the 3rd of jan.
happy birthday on advance first, i'll wish you again then!
im looking forward to it.

Xue er!
Laughing pillllllll.
<3
gosh its been super long.
we worked tgr, tanned our ass off countless times and also know me inside out.
youve seen me when im most glamourous, and also when im the ugliest.
you've pulled me through so many storms.
and youre someone that can also be paired with wans to start the lamers club.
you do the craziest things, and youre not afraid what ppl think of you.
you just want to have fun, and you go all the way.
and we all end up having a strong blast.
i miss you.

Hui fang.
santaaaaa.
youre the zibi one with wens.
haha, youre a really great friend.
you make a really good listening ear.
and always making sure your friends ard you are happy.
i still rmb, last year vday. i needed to get a quiksilver tee for him.
and i didnt know which design, and even when there was one, the sizes are all cranking me up.
and you were there to slowly go through piece by piece with me.
i even make serveral trips all over.
we discussed each tee so thoroughly, and you helped me so much.
i still rmb.
(:
and when im having any trouble, be it from big ones or to just having trouble going home from a particular place, you'll ask me if im alright and made sure im feeling confortable with the plans.
xmas is over santa, but theres still this yr, and forever.

Birdie.
My right ear.
the one thats the most direct and yet one true friend.
lauging with you is contagious.
and its hard to stop.
talking to you online make me say my inner most doubts.
and you never fail to hear me out and tell me what i should do.
from ignore it, to face it.
i cant do without you man.

Sihui.
Deejay!
we've been on the same boats sailing tgr countless times.
and never fail to stand by each other.
its hard to find a friend that understands you, yet ive met one.
standing up for me, definite.
not caring what the outcome might be.
you just care and want whats best for your pal.
selfless, i must say.
and most dear.
all my problems, be it big or small.
youre alwaysss there.
never was there once you were not, and you left me alone.
you'll never be forgotten.

Jin hua.
The quietest in the clique.
yet when you speak, you make us laugh and shocked at times.
your laughterrrr.
i cant look at you when you laugh.
i swear.
as soft as it may be, but you facial expression.
one in a billion.
haha.
the one that helps me when i really need help.
and neverr complain when people ask you to go an extra mile.
rare indeed.

Nicole ding, I'm still missing you.
and though we've been in different schs for the past one year.
we never fail to still update each other and help each other hang on in any difficulty.
you've always held my hand. thank you.

Rui shan. wow. it still amazes me how we even got to know each other.
and yet, im sure each time that its all God planned.
and im so so so glad that he allowed me to meet you.
youve been a very great friend.
always updating me, asking me if im okay with things ard me.
checking if im upset, wanting to know if ive any problem you can help me with.
its really amazing, how we both are from different schs right from the start, and yet. still
have this priceless friendship.
you never fail to call me each time we part from a hang out, be in late or early, to check if im safely at home.
you always sent me msges to cheer me up when im down, even if i reply or not, you'll still sent them.
although sometimes throughout the year we may not contact each other so often due to us being caught up with sch stuffs and so on, theres still this invisible bond that we know, no matter what, we'll still hold an impt place in each others hearts.
and thats, a true true friendship.
Thanks for everything, and i mean. really, everything.
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These people so dear to me.
And theyve taken bits of my heart.
they'll always stay close to me.
the post is not really finished.
there are stil so many things in my head.
so, expect a second one.
for now, i'll end here.

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