A FACADE



Time wil reveal, even if a friend is true.
if one is a liar.
or even mean what they say and once said.
The night is scary, I'm afraid
One will ponder, get incoherant.
Whats the point, when it all dont make a difference.
You start to have flashbacks.
So many of them.
and you can't run away from.
no matter where you are, how hard you try.
even when you think youre in the safest place, hiding.

Letting the cloth sheets catch my every tear,
I cry again tonight.
Over the things you say and don't mean.
The little things you say hit me so deep,
I don't know whether to believe them or toss them aside.
All these signals. I'm so confused.
What am I to do?
I hate doing all of this crying just because of you.
It drains my energy yet I dont mind cause its you and I slip back into depression's hold.

Have you ever,
felt that you've lost it.
And you'll never understand why.
That how mens' heart can change so fast, from one week, or even month, to next.
How much of regretting or missing wont help, but only participate in your tears coming every night.

Have you ever,
knew from experince
That how much reassurance wont give way, cause the person have already given up.
and Your hand is left there all alone to clap.
when you know perfectly its impossible.
You think about it everyday, when the person might just be having fun.
How stupid you think you are,
but you cant run away.

Have you ever,
try to shut yourself, but only find out that to that one and only, the door will be always open
no matter how much cuts and briuses you've already got.
Day seems to be fun when you get abit of an escape,
but you can never stop the world from spinning, cause night will always crawl in after that.

Have you ever, have you ever,
Because. I have.
-

Work is the only thing that is keeping me alive.
Seriously.
Friends are people you wont ever want to lose.
anyway, Rh's canteen food roccks.
we got two meals today.
cause it was appreciation day, and we got lunch free.
it was bian mian.
really good!
sihui will totallly agree.
then for dinner we used our coupon.
the dishes were superly nice.
it feels like its a mini food court.
even the atmosphere and deco.

and we completed the 268 bags!
all of us.
today, cant believe it.
teamwork is the bomb.
and today, joelle came in sad, cause of .. then after reading .. msg, she was like.
-beaming/ -smiling widely.
they would know.
haha, then shes back to her crazy self.
how silly.
so we ended at 7 today.
but ate till 8 plus.
free meals are the absoulte love.
plus when they taste sooo good.
and the drinks.
can even take our bottles to fill as many times as we want.
and the drinks vary.
from soft drinks to warm ones.
and they're all high tech-ed.

and Rh's quite high class.
so is their standard.
and hence doing the bags and everything for the major companies are slightly stressful.
but hey, wo us, they're nth.
they wont get their goodies.
and we were taught a lot of new skills too.
too many to name.
and only today did we realise that a really hot dryer can help take out a really sticky price tag.
and it just goes off like that, so smoothly.
amazing.
okay, go to birds and fangs blog to see pics.
they're "hamper basket" looks really nice.
like bags that we would buy and carry out.
those really old sch ones.
nice nice.
http://fangsypoo-ed.livejournal.com/ (fangs's)
&
http://miserybusi-ness.livejournal.com/ (bird's)

and tmr mel and i, our shifts are in the monring.
we're going to Singapore press holdings to give them the 268 bags.
hope it'll be an experince.
then, we'll catch up with the rest later.
cant wait.

/(for the day to break)

Yes and thank you daddy for the puffs today.
really nice.
so sweet of you.

also, thank you for those that heard me out.
and comforted.
thank you work and ppl there.
love it.

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