Felt the urge to blog.
So I shall.

Things. happened so quick, sometimes even faster than we know how to react to it.
and then you let things fade, and before you know it. It might be gone.
weird how God work in ways we cannot see, but somehow made a way for me.

so, ive been suppering a lot lately.
i really do feel like a pig now.
thankyouverymuch.
oh and i finally finished Gossip Girls.
its great.
i want more.
all the B and S, and Dan and Nate. and that gross chuck.
plus the wanna fit in Small J.
ooooo.

and mummy. i dont know, shes honestly one person that can make my day.
i mean, really. if we've been in good terms for long, if she give me random smacks on butts, giggles. and calls me darl.
but. shes also someone that can really make me. upset.
like really.
and im really afraid of Olevel results.
thurs.
i can picture bigbird talking.
and then agape going up, collecting. tearing the slip.
and then next our top scorer for Ns, Malia.
and finally its me.
to tear the slip.
looking that my clique behind me.
that. will really bring a lot of adrenaline.
please, i want fri to come and i hope till then i'll be feeling really elated.

If not, im this close to skipping Cny.
or even to go up to pasir ris. for good.

will someone rmb to stab me when they happens.
sigh.
I want to hurry go to a good poly at least.
go to the course i want.
or at least dont mind going.
Lord. I pray. We pray.

ohhhkay, right. so now, lets do some quiz. im in the mood.

1) When youre sad you first think of:
My clique, happy times. People worth smiling for.

2) When youre sad recently it'll be cause of:
Him, or mum.

3) If youre happy its usually cause of:
Friends! Yong tau foo! food.

4) Whats on your mind right now:
Olevel results.

5) What did you just do:
wrote another letter to God and replied doralynn on msn.

6) Who last made you cry:
Mummy.

7) Who did you last speak on the phone with:
Melinda!

8) Going out tmr?
Yes.

9) Looking forward to cny?
For now. No.

10) Who is the last person you'll want to offend:
person..? hmm. I'll consider that as People. I dont care. its my My clique and mummy.

11) Currently listening to:
Monsoon.

12) A guy you once gave your whole heart to:
Mervin.

13) What you last ate:
Kuey chap, supper.

14) Skirt or jeans:
Skirt.

15) Heels or flats:
Converse or flats.

16) Work out or pig out:
Pigg out, duh!

17) Dan or Nate from Gossip girls?
Dan. Though nate is hotter.

18) The last text you sent to:
Yee ling.

19) Someone you miss now:
My granny at pasir ris, my oldmaid Yana and Daddy.

20) An actress you look up to:
Rachel mcadams for now cause i just rented the dvd The notebook & saw her act again.

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Lazy to more already.
Twenty will do.
Goodnight latesleepers.

xoxo

02:55