You're the one.
cause when we fight you'll always make the effort to resolve it quickly, and it makes me feel that not talking to each other for 10 mins is already killing you.
you give the tightest hugs.
and even when my hand reek of some lotion and feels oily, and i know you dread the feeling, you still hold it tight.
when we buy a drink you never fail to offer it to me first even though i know you're already dying for that sip.
and whenever we share an umbrella you always put your arm around me to make sure im not wet on the other side and you rather get really wet yourself,
cause im always fooling ard when we share brellys and being crazy, making it so hard for you to help me stay dry and i know you wish there was another umbrella to save you from my insanity, but still, you always play along with me yet making sure i'm really really dry.
though youre super sick of pasta cos your dads a fab chef and he makes pasta that we think taste like pasta mania, you rather come eat with me pasta mania than your other suggestion,
just to make sure I'm comfortable.

these small actions you think i might not have noticed, ( & i obvly did,) make me feel i mean a lot to you.
and for that mervin, i love you.
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today! woke up, felt like some zoombie at first, but it was alright after showering, then headed to pams church.
had fun there.
got to meet her friends.
and while she was practising with her band for worship i was at another room with her friends ester and jeslyn.
i met them before, esp ester cos she live near me and we saw her tgr bus 54 once and we chatted, but vaugely.
and today, much muchhhh more.
they both are like obsessed with travelling ard the world.
one place you'll love to go, anywhere in the world, not speaking of if you can afford or not.
so ester said paris, jeslyn said new york, & i said rome!
haha.
chatted abt a lot of stuff.
ester is alr on Np doing tourism.
and Jeslyn is gg to Sp design sch.
and O levels, we allll dread math.
killer.
haha. cos there were a bunch of sec sch ppl studying while we were chatting and this ex sch mate called elizabeth from Pl kept asking Jeslyn how to do Amath.
and hence, the sch topic began.
haha.

after church, rachel, pams cuzzy, also in Pl, sent us home.
haha we passed geylang and i was telling rachel abt the other time.
cos last time we once took a bus home tgr, cos rachel stay super near me.
and we passed the red light district, omgosh, saw a lot of things, from weird pubs to weird men.

reached home, lazed ard.
then met beth for dinner.
was coming home from the market when we bang onto mervin.
hahaha.

beth came over, stayed quite awhile, played the psp with my sis.
and watched thats so raven.
talking abt psp, my mom is in kun ming (?) in china for some business trip and she told us that she brought the psp with her.
SHE. DID. NOT.
( - plays the song liar liar by the used. )
urgh !
and so my sis was talking to her over the phone asking where she keep, cus she ifnally let the cat outta the bag.
then i was like wth ! mommy lied !
so i chatted with mommy and im like. " mommy, can you not lie again in future? its very hurtful okay. "
in some drama mama way la.
HAHA.
then she went " yeah darling, ok la ok la, i promise, no lying okay. "
YAY. method worked.
bahahaha.
retarded la, they thought me and sis would fight over psp. -.-
why would we.
we've never fought over that, and we wont.
she goes to sch while im at work, i bring it with me, go home during evening time, she can use just nice her sch ends.
seeeee. simple.
getting paraniod over NTHG.

work tmrrrr. ok just one more week, sylvia, one more.
but i know i'll miss thos sb, the people there, the canteen food there ( which rocks by the way), and many more laaaa.
but its okay, life. goes. on.
HAHA.

and today i felt really so much closer to God.
that awesomic feeling, you can get it from no other.
literally.
this really peaceful feeling, and a voice telling you not to fear.
fabulousa.
haha.

and i want to shop badly.
SUPER. badly.
nvm i shall control, i'll have more cash after this week, and time after that to do so.
its okay. yes it really is.
hahaha. it reeks of self comfort here.

and sometimes when i think back of the past.
i dont know why some people can still mean that alil bit to me.
when i may already mean nthg to them.
so what for waste that space in my heart.
HENCE. im getting it off.
pointlesssssss.

alrighty-o-mighty, shall stop now,people, have fun-0-rama everyday-o-bay!

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